I ve given up on giving up slowly, I m blending in so
You won t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there s no way in knowing where to go, promise I m going because
I gotta get outta here
I m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I m begging You, I m begging You, I m begging You to be my escape.

I m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I ve failed and I m ready to be shown how
He s told me the way and I m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I m serving
I admit that I m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there s no way in knowing where to go, promise I m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I m afraid that this complacency is something I can t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I m begging You, I m begging You, I m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I ve made
And all I m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there s no way in knowing where to go, promise I m going because
I ve gotta get outta here
I m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I ve gotta get outta here
And I m begging You, I m begging You, I m begging
You to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You